-Saturday, February 02, 2008 '
didn update yesterday. =x but anw. the whole day was spent watching dramas. so nothing much to blog about.
BUT I SHALL BLOG THIS. yesterday afternoon, i was watching hana kimi (taiwan). there were many many parts i laughed reallyyyyy loudly. and so, this caught my bro's attention. since my com is in the balcony, my bro hid outside and look at me watch hana kimi (or rather PEEP). he was really sneaky la. only his head could be seen lo. LOL. and then, i wanted to go get sth. since i was super happy (i think this is the wrong word. but whatever la. HAHA.), i SKIPPED out of the balcony giggling. eh. i really skip hor. and then i spotted my bro. he was smiling (but i know he was laughing inside. o.o) at me. and then he asked wad i was watching. and then he went back to studying. i guess that kinda brightened up his studying a little. and he can laugh whenever he thinks about it. HAHAHA.
and so. i finished ROMANTIC PRINCESS yesterday. :D sooooo nice laaaaa. i really hope theres a second season, but then again, i think there wont be. Lol. seriously, i think thats the best taiwan drama everrrrr. it beats rainie's devil beside you la. (oh. and whywhylove too.) and after that, i tried watching tokyo juliet. it was kinda horrible. =x the plot is sooooo bitter that i gave up at ep 3. i couldnt stand it la. and the preview for ep 4 decided it all. and then i tried watching hana kimi. i know hana kimi has a bad ending, buden, i still watch. so i shall not complain at the last ep. =x but jap hana kimi is still way better, thou the male lead for tw hana kimi looks better. :D
shes the root of all problems. (let her be X) X wouldnt change herself, no matter how much we tell her. X cant accept criticisms, which is why she go "you come do it la! since you know how to complain.". on the other hand, Y is angry. Y shows everyone else her fustrations. Y tries to overwork herself to make me feel miserable. Y wants me to know how much effort she puts in, and how much little effort i put in. i really wonder, does making other people feel miserable make you happy? o.o i really dont understand. im scarred already. in future, i'll never let that happen to me. never. i hate this year's chinese new year.
the only thing i like about cny is the ang paos. and the food of course. i never liked the visiting-other-people part. neither do i like the other-people-come-visit-me part. but if they're my friends, i wont mind la. Lol. i dislike the fake pretence i have to put up. the fake smiles that i have to plaster on my face. and i know some relatives are trying their best to dig out my academic results to compare. i hate it. not dislike ok, is HATE. comparing here and there. seeing whose child is better at this and that. wth. i really hate it. but somehow, i managed to go through all these for years. but anw, after visiting a particular relative. i get into a quarrel. this happens quite frequently. becos my parents told them sth that they need not know. cny, to me, is not enjoyable.
life is really fragile. if i died, what would happen to my friends? but before that, what if they saw me struggling for my dear life? if my close friend died, what would i do? his/her parents would definitely feel devastated. i would, too. i wanna treasure the close friends that i have now, for fear that one day, i may not be able to say goodbye to them. :)
another wordy entry. (my blog lags when there are too much pictures or videos. o.o)
1:51 AM; &I'll let it all end here.